I Scream Chocolatl



I Scream Chocolatl is the fourth ending theme of the Kokoro Connect anime during the Michi Random arc.

 Romaji Lyrics= Hanarebanare itsu no watashi sashinobe rare teru te no naka kagi o kaketa chiisai hako ni shitteta hazu no michi no mikaku  itamu kizu o hoobaru goto ni matane netami ga netsujou ga tsumetasa ga hikari ga kyozetsu ga kibou ga karamari ai nani mo dekizu ni sakebu  torokeru amakute kuroi kanjou wa CHOCOLATL risou nante mou moetsukite shimatta no yowamushi no miminari wa yamanai afurete ku watashi o mitsukete<br\/> <br\/> umare motta hako ni mo nai<br\/> shinjite ita jibun no sugata<br\/> nozoki konda koukai made mo<br\/> kirihanasa rete tokedashi teta<br\/> <br\/> torinokosa reta mijimena yowasa<br\/> hakidasa reta honshitsu no DECORATION<br\/> tada ookina kyoufu ni bouzento tachitsukushite<br\/> sakebu<br\/> <br\/> torokeru amakute nigai shoudou wa CHOCOLATL<br\/> risei nante mou<br\/> yaki kirete shimatta no<br\/> kirakira to<br\/> kireine giman wa<br\/> ukeireru nante koto<br\/> dekinai<br\/> <br\/> chiribameta jibun no kakera sae<br\/> hirou koto datte tameratte irunoni<br\/> <br\/> kiritora reta keshiki ni watashi o sagasu<br\/> kuruoshii hodo no<br\/> yobu koe ni ibasho o<br\/> motome teta<br\/> kangaetakunai<br\/> koborete ku kokoro ga<br\/> <br\/> tokeatte ku akai akai shiranai kimochi<br\/> risou no hari de susuketa iro no sora ga<br\/> mabushikute nani mo mienai<br\/> hontou no watashi o<br\/> mitsukete<br\/> English Lyrics= It’s time I bid farewell to the former me<br\/> In the hands that are reaching out before me<br\/> I locked it away in a small box<br\/> The bending path I thought I knew<br\/> <br\/> Each time I fill my cheeks with this aching pain<br\/> I feel the envy, and the passion, <br\/> and the coldness, and the light<br\/> And the rejection, and the hope<br\/> I can’t stop it, it all gets tangled up<br\/> I scream<br\/> <br\/> This sweet and melting, black emotion is like Chocolatl.<br\/> All my ideals are burning away<br\/> The word “Weakling” won't stop ringing in my ears<br\/> Everything will overflow<br\/> Find me<br\/> <br\/> This isn't a box I was born with<br\/> Believe what you see for yourself<br\/> Even when everyone else thinks different<br\/> My detachment has melted<br\/> <br\/> My misery and weakness has been left behind<br\/> Without my essence, my decorations<br\/> I stand stunned facing everything I fear<br\/> I scream<br\/> <br\/> This sweet and melting, bitter impulse is like Chocolatl<br\/> All my reasons are burning out<br\/> This brilliant,<br\/> beautiful kind of lie Is something I<br\/> cannot accept<br\/> <br\/> The scattered pieces of myself<br\/> I hesitate to pick them up<br\/> <br\/> In this broken picture I’m looking for<br\/> A place where<br\/> things weren’t so crazy<br\/> I don’t want to think about<br\/> my overflowing heart<br\/> <br\/> Melting together, red and red, what is this feeling?<br\/> In the blackened sky, beaming with ash<br\/> What shines cannot be seen<br\/> Try to find<br\/> the true me.<br\/> Kanji Lyrics= 離れ離れ何時の私<br\/> 差し伸べられ照る手の中<br\/> 鍵を掛けた小さい箱に<br\/> 知ってたはずの未知の味覚<br\/> 痛む傷を頬張るごとに<br\/> また妬みが熱情が<br\/> 冷たさが光が<br\/> 拒絶が希望が<br\/> 絡まり合い何も出来ずに<br\/> 叫ぶ<br\/> 蕩ける甘くて黒い感情はchocoratl（チョコラートル）<br\/> 理想なんてもう燃え尽きてしまったの<br\/> 弱虫の耳鳴りは止まない<br\/> 溢れてく私を見つけて<br\/>

生まれ持った箱にもない<br\/> 信じていた自分の姿<br\/> 覗き込んだ後悔までも<br\/> 切り離されて溶け出してた<br\/> 取り残された惨めな弱さ<br\/> 吐き出された本質のdecoration<br\/> ただ大きな恐怖に呆然と立ち尽くして<br\/> 叫ぶ<br\/> 蕩ける甘くて苦い衝動はchocoratl（チョコラートル）<br\/> 理性なんて、もう<br\/> 焼き切れてしまったの<br\/> きらきらと<br\/> 綺麗ね欺瞞は<br\/> 受け入れるなんて事<br\/> できない<br\/>

散りばめた自分の欠片さえ<br\/> 拾うことだって躊躇っているのに<br\/> 切り取られた景色に私を探す<br\/> 狂おしいほどの<br\/> 呼ぶ声に居場所を求めてた<br\/> 考えたくない<br\/> こぼれてくココロが<br\/> 溶け合ってく赤い赤い知らない気持ち<br\/> 理想の針で煤けた色の空が<br\/> 呟しくてなにも見えない<br\/> 本当の私を見つけて<br\/>

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Trivia

 * "Chocolatl," in Aztecan, means "bitter water."
 * The fountain and Cafe is based on real locations in Yokohama, Japan.